It’s been a while since I’ve posted on the forum. Life has been topsy turvy the past 2 years as I’ve cared for my 14 1/2 year old Standard poodle, Guinness.
He was my brown clown since the day I brought him home. He was my constant companion— through a divorce, a back injury, Covid, and dozens of challenges. He made me laugh, gave me confidence to hike in solitude with him by my side, and accepted a new man in my life with enthusiasm.
when he developed spinal myelopathy, he was stoic. When his sight and hearing faded, he relied on us to guide him through his world. The final insult was dementia.
He would wander the house at all hours, getting lost in corners and trapped behind doors & under furniture. He would stand for hours, just gazing off into the distance, unable to see or navigate his world.
We lost sleep as he woke us often at night needing to go out, be fed, cuddled and calmed.
The Guinness we knew had become a stranger. We began mourning him a year ago.
Today he let us know he had had enough. We sent his soul over the Rainbow Bridge to join all the other dogs I’ve loved and lost.
I have no doubt he will be waiting for me when it’s my turn to depart this earth.
He was my brown clown since the day I brought him home. He was my constant companion— through a divorce, a back injury, Covid, and dozens of challenges. He made me laugh, gave me confidence to hike in solitude with him by my side, and accepted a new man in my life with enthusiasm.
when he developed spinal myelopathy, he was stoic. When his sight and hearing faded, he relied on us to guide him through his world. The final insult was dementia.
He would wander the house at all hours, getting lost in corners and trapped behind doors & under furniture. He would stand for hours, just gazing off into the distance, unable to see or navigate his world.
We lost sleep as he woke us often at night needing to go out, be fed, cuddled and calmed.
The Guinness we knew had become a stranger. We began mourning him a year ago.
Today he let us know he had had enough. We sent his soul over the Rainbow Bridge to join all the other dogs I’ve loved and lost.
I have no doubt he will be waiting for me when it’s my turn to depart this earth.
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